Make this clear first. This is not another emo post.

Been very busy lately.

Busy with what?
Well... I'm supposed to be doing my work but end up staring at it and doing nothing.
Maybe some people have already noticed that I keep staring into space.
I don't know what's going on with me?
My mind can't operate properly.
Sometimes I feel that I forced myself to do things that I don't want to.
Been feeling depressed.
I feel sleepy very easily.
It get worse these few days.
I missed lessons because I overslept everytime.
I'm not coping well with my studies.
I lost all interests.
I been having low self-esteem.
I hope my friends never think that I'm neglecting them.
Friends are my life.
They are the only people who can make me laugh, make me happy, make me smile, make me feel important, make me live on...
I LOVE my friends.
Losing them equal to take my life away.
I will die.
I treasure them even more now. :)
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Today went to accompany Zhen Hong to see a doctor after school, together with Sean and his friend, Dun Ping. The doctor arranged him to take some hearing tests (?) at the hospital on the following next monday. So Monday I will be accompanying him too, if nothing's crop up.
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I'm trying to save my blog. So will try to update whenever I'm not busy staring in space.

I like to hide half my face because there's a hideous side of me.