I'm sure going to get depression soon...

What am I thinking...
Maybe one day, I can't even recognize myself...
Keep thinking what you said...
I feel exhausted. I really do. I see how meaningless life can be. I had already tried so hard and it's still the same. Feels disappointed. I thought I was fine but it all come back to me again. Been finding things to make me occupied, to be distracted from all these stupid thoughts. I really want to forget everything...

I feels cold..and colder and colder...and....colder...