Noone will understand.

It's just that so many bad things keep on happening. Too much and too sudden for me. I really don't know what to do and how to cope. Force myself to do what I don't want to do? I've been running away from it and seriously not solving anything. Just makes me feel even more depressed. I need to try to overcome my fear first. Hopefully I will find a solution to all these.

Thanks people for your concern even though I didn't revealed anything. I'm still not ready for that too.

All this would soon be over. Don't worry, guys.



Cried bitterly and it makes me felt better... just a bit...

Now, I'm going out to have some fresh air...